Unleash Your Inner Vixen is a reflection of my own journey of self-love, healing and self-rediscovery through womanhood, motherhood and marriage and giving myself permission to live as the uninhibited version of myself.

All my life, I wrestled with self doubt, insecurity and feelings of unworthiness. I kept the most vulnerable parts of myself safely hidden away. In particular, my voice and my passion for music and expression. My dream was to be a singer/songwriter and live a life full of creativity and passion but I kept it hidden. I made so many bad choices with men and matters of the heart – seeking to fill a void and seeking validation. Wanting to do what the boys did and not realizing I was hurting myself. I didn’t understand the power of sexuality nor the essence of divine feminine energy. In fact, I used to proudly say I wasn’t feminine! Crazy!

After becoming a mom, the battle really began. The love I felt pushed me into a new world of unconditional love, surrender and nurturing. A marriage riddled with alcoholism and hostility pushed me into a world of protection, guards up, swords out and armor always on. The battle between masculine and feminine was full on and ever present. I found myself feeling lost and disconnected. I felt invisible, isolated and forgotten in motherhood, drama, my husband’s alcoholism and responsibility. I felt like I was disappearing. My dream was fading fast and I wanted to give up on everything. I didn’t recognize the woman I saw in the mirror anymore. 

Where was the vibrant woman that loved to dance, sing, travel, drink wine and be social? I felt like I was having an identity crisis.

And that’s exactly what it was.

I made a desperate decision to change everything. A decision I had to consciously recommit to often. It was a long journey of forgiveness, acceptance and compassion as I worked to heal and release harmful beliefs and misunderstandings and admit that I was hurt. This word is still hard for me to say sometimes. 

I learned how to use my sensuality, mindset and eventually energy work to heal, grow and become whole. I became a completely different person learning to find my voice, trust myself and let my divine feminine energy lead me. As I began to step into my dream of singing and expression, I felt a fierce energy come over me. I wanted to recreate myself as an artist, the word Vixen struck me. 

It was so bold, sexy, rich and fierce. My heart was screaming, F*ck Yes! I felt excitement, quickly followed by fear and I knew immediately this was the word I wanted to embody. It was time to let go of the doubt, insecurity, and shame and step into boldness and unleash the side of me that was seeking expression for over 20 years – my Inner Vixen💋. 

So I redefined this bold word and my artist name, Vyxn Rose, was born. A constant reminder to myself to remain authentic, uninhibited, sexy, sensual and worthy. Learning how to embrace feminine energy and express it in healthy ways has drastically changed my life. Finally feeling truly authentic and powerful in my skin and eager to take bold actions.

I envisioned myself helping other women see their own potential, own their sensuality and step into their wholeness. And so, Unleash Your Inner Vixen was unveiled. 

This is my passion, my purpose and will be my legacy.

Love & Blessings,

Vyxn